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Sunday, August 05, 2007

Life & Death, just passing events

It has been some Sundays since I last felt less lazy.
Those Sundays when I was awoken by cigarettes' smoke, lunch that consists of fish(I just not that much of a big fan of underwater creatures though I eat some of them,if I have to.), that sad feeling that my dad is at home feeling lonely and cooped up and me just ironing the clothes as if those were my guilt. I fairly dislike such Sundays and glad that today is just back to where I truely declare is SUNDAY.
Dad's working,I woke up and do the chores. Radio's on and I'm blogging.

Life and death, just passing events. I dunno why and how but this aphorism just popped in my head as I bring the laundry in.
But if it sinks a lil deeper in your head, it is somewhat true. No matter what is the impact, it will eventually becomes a passing event.
Life goes on and why are we so hung by somethings that happened (and we know it's not gonna affect us now?)I guess that is what's living is all about. When you come to realise nothing is impermanent (With the exception of Love), you're probably closer to accepting death as it is and sadly not much time to start living.

I don't fear aging. I just fear that the things I have would have to grow up with me. It certainly doesn't feel that good losing some and then asking what have I gained?
I was telling Jason lately that if I can stay home in the near future. I don't want to work and all I do is to live my life in tranquil in my own bricks of walls.
I felt especially peaceful when I lay on my bed, staring at the walls with the strong wind making my colour windmill sings @ the windows. People call that lazy but I call that living.
If that's not living, what is? Chaining yourself at the workdesk and wishing for 6pm? Wasting more money on tour and still come back beat?
Own's prerogative. Whatever that is cherry to you.

I know I am a very blessed girl. I may not have the riches with me nor a golden spoon in my mouth but those are not things that marked bliss. Not necessary, I mean.
I dunno why but I am not that concerned about having enough to buy a future. To me, life's like come naturally and I never really think what life could be ahead of me.I don't mean that as something good but I just decently enjoy what I am having now.

I feel especially thankful that I have Jason. I still like good looking and cute guys and Jason's not necessary Mr WOW. But I just don't understand why I laughed so badly when I'm with him. I guess that explains.

I feel so thankful for friends who stay. Even for those who left, at least we spent a decent amount of time together.

I feel thank you, thank you and thank you for my family.

So much words, how about some overdued photos?

Food issues:

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This the more expensive Swensens @ Vivo. Earle's Swensens for you but the food is indeed good. During 23/7/07, our 4th year.

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I forgot what is this called. Some beef burger. The portion's huge but it tasted so good!

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You gotta order this when you are in Swensens.(I think it is also available at other Swensens?)
One note though, never order this is you have a main course infront.
Got cakes,ice creams and fruits.

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See....wanna chow it down,right?

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This is from Jap restaurant @ Marina Square. Forgot what it's called. Azora or Azura..dunno lah. Opp Topshop.
Beef curry and it is damn filling and nice too!

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Jason ordered this.If I am not wrong is Teriyaki Chicken Bento. Nicer than it looked.

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With the sweet (Super sweet. ><") red bean and then plain green tea ice cream, I sorta expect the dumpling to taste anything other than just plain dough. We finished it nonetheless. I still like ang moh ice cream better.

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Yvonne got this for me!From Bakerzin. You would be surprised how come the outta layer of chocolate wont melt so matter how. Inside got raisins and nuts! I down it on a certain Monday morning and it still didnt perk me up. Monday blues is too strong a foe!

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Got this at the Korean mini market @ Square2. Very sour de!Nice colour though.

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Coffee Bean's carrot cake. A "snack" to rejuvenate tired feet @ Orchard with Jason. To add on the sins, I drank BelgiumChoc !I dunno why but I am just not scare then I always complain how thick my waist is. Talk about the opposite of tensions.

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I was thinking where is this from when I was uploading the pics. Think it is from McCafe.Love the choco dust though.

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Salad from Pizzahut.That very last time when I ate Pizza with Jason.Think it is a few months back?Or just a month back?Anyhow it's so nice. Salad just taste good with the dressing.(Uh ho...Defeats the purpose.)

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You know what this is?PURPLE sweet potato! Isn't this cute???
So purple!!

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@ AMK Hub. Mango sago. I just like mango desserts. Jason don't.

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If you go to GoldenMile market next time, be sure to look for the long queue store that sells waffles. 2 honey glazed waffles, a small delightful bowl of unsweetened chocos,$4plus and satisfaction guaranteed! I witnessed the gr8 taste myself with Jason, just yesterday.

On presents:

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On my birthday, I was hoping for that blue candy colour Adidas Jacket(I didn't say it out!)...

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And I got that very pink one. (And SW said I was too pink for his eyes that night when they treated me for bday)I like it anyhow.

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Piglet balloon (now shrunk into some disgusting plastic thing) was part of the gift then.


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A very pleasant,pleasant gift for our 4th year. A Sovil et Titus pink bling watch.
I wasn't really that much of a pink freak until I decided to name myself for fun one fine day. From that day, pink collections start to fill my room...intentionally or not.

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Just how many people can exactly remember the number of days?!I was beyond surprised then when the 1000th day bouquet was delivered to my office. 1500th day? Man,I'm spolit!
To make things more tedious, 1500th day was not from 23/7/04 but from 19/6/03 when he asked me to be his girlfriend? (I think so lah)Overly mushy, I know. I would shrivel up if this is not happening to me.

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I saw big Tigger going at $19.90 at Taka. I wanted it so I kept whining to Jason till I got it. I dunno who I heart more. Me, Jason or Tigger. Hahaha.

On us:

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I wonder...sometimes..days ahead, would there be you and me still? But I never think too much and then there is still you with me.

1 Comments:

Blogger vonvonx said...

gal...so romantic............... im reallly in envy of you for the 1000th n 1500th day...............

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